i think manic

KRONIC says:

whos the robot

raymi am robot. says:

who is this

raymi am robot. says:

dont u know that dumb i robot movie

KRONIC says:

whys it dumb man

raymi am robot. says:

oh its not dumb

raymi am robot. says:

and i am not a man

KRONIC says:

i didnt mean that u are a man

KRONIC says:

just like man

KRONIC says:

u kno

raymi am robot. says:

oh ok

KRONIC says:

oh ok

raymi am robot. says:

i dont recall who u are

KRONIC says:

that is fucking rude

raymi am robot. says:

why are u called kronic? i dont smoke weed anymore and i find i am highly irritated by potheads

raymi am robot. says:

fucking rude?

KRONIC says:

ya ,, it depends tho

raymi am robot. says:

this is just an email address and a name kronic i am typing to if u had a pic of yerself then maybe u would have the right to be offended

KRONIC says:

i just smoke a dub for personal reasons,, still like it,,, i enjoy lots of drugs

KRONIC says:
i dont have a picture on the computer,, too high tech for me to do that still

raymi am robot. says:

well you seem to be very technologically advanced

KRONIC says:

not at all

raymi am robot. says:

maybe you should stop doing drugs



KRONIC says:

i should

KRONIC says:

and i did

KRONIC says:

i stope the harder drugs

KRONIC says:

just for occasions

raymi am robot. says:

well obviously something is lacking in your life and you are self-medicating

raymi am robot. says:

me, i drink

KRONIC says:

ohhhhh yaaaaaaaaa

KRONIC says:

drink is the best

KRONIC says:

ever

raymi am robot. says:

tho i have decided that after this weekend i am going to stop for awhile

raymi am robot. says:

no dude i am not proud of drinking, im bored by it and ashamed of it

KRONIC says:

i always say that too,, but then u just end up hamed again

raymi am robot. says:

it is nothing to brag and rave about

raymi am robot. says:

how old are you?

KRONIC says:

shsutup, garenteed u love it,, everone does,,

KRONIC says:

ya its nothing to be proud of

KRONIC says:

but comon,, to have fun,, thats alright

raymi am robot. says:

why do you write like you are ten years old

KRONIC says:

kuz im a retard

KRONIC says:

sorry

raymi am robot. says:

if you start to associate pleasure with booze it gets to the point wherein that is the only way you can have fun, ever



KRONIC says:

true

KRONIC says:

thats why its legal

raymi am robot. says:

why do you say that?

KRONIC says:

kuz its true

raymi am robot. says:

can you go a little more into detail for me please, you are smarter than this you
know, don't dumb yourself down.

KRONIC says:

lolol, ure an interesting person

KRONIC says:

ok um, lets see hereeeee

KRONIC says:

booze is good because, one,, u get hammered,, two u feel good,, 3 u have fun,, but the bad thing,, u sometimes sleep with ugly people

KRONIC says:

only happened once

raymi am robot. says:

so these are reasons why booze is legal?

KRONIC says:

i dunno mna,lol

raymi am robot. says:

how old are you?



KRONIC says:

its legal because its a delicate and sometimes religious thing,, and if u dont abuse
the drink its enjoyable

KRONIC says:

drink as much as u like,, just dont get drunk,,,

raymi am robot. says:

do you honestly believe this crap you just said?

KRONIC says:

lol,, why u so serious for?

KRONIC says:

have a drink, lighten uo

KRONIC says:

lol, im jokin

raymi am robot. says:

yer going to turn out like me someday if you don't smarten the hell up

KRONIC says:

why, who are u

KRONIC says:

whts so wrong with u now?

raymi am robot. says:

we're not talking about me, we're talking about you

KRONIC says:

lol

KRONIC says:

im talking about me

raymi am robot. says:

for the trillionth time how old are you

KRONIC says:

ure just sayin crap

KRONIC says:

ohh

raymi am robot. says:

you are the one who is saying crap

KRONIC says:

ure right i am im 19

KRONIC says:

thats prolly young to u

KRONIC says:

u sound about 45 years old

raymi am robot. says:

do you even know how you were added to my email list? 'cos i sure as hell did not add you to mine.

KRONIC says:

no actualy

KRONIC says:

ohhhh,, i kno were ure from

raymi am robot. says:

where

KRONIC says:

a e-mail or soemthing

KRONIC says:

i dunno , i got a bunch of peepes from nowhere, kinda freaky

KRONIC says:

i thought u soemthing else

raymi am robot. says:

ok well do you have anything interesting to say to me

KRONIC says:

hmmm

raymi am robot. says:

didnt think so



KRONIC says:

u are very interesting

KRONIC says:

talk aboiut u man

KRONIC says:

u sound like u have some crazy shit to tell

KRONIC says:

ure not that friendly either

raymi am robot. says:

well i am being this way on purpose because i am jaded

KRONIC says:

jaded eh

KRONIC says:

why u wanna be like that for?

raymi am robot. says:

because i am trying to talk some sense into a 19 year old who is all YAAAAAAAAAAAAA drinking and thinks i am 45 years old or whatever

KRONIC says:

yo fuck u

raymi am robot. says:

i dont want to be jaded i just act that way because i am unhappy

KRONIC says:

lol, im just havin fucn here,lol

KRONIC says:

why the hell u unhappy for

raymi am robot. says:

why are you being offended there is no point i am just speaking the truth here and if it hurts, deal with it

KRONIC says:

that shouldent be an option,, ive had alot of fuckd up shit happen to me,, and if ure fuckin unhappy man life is shit

raymi am robot. says:

u create your own destiny

KRONIC says:

no no, i enjoy the truth, i have a great life, great family all that shit.... the truth is nothing to be afraid of

raymi am robot. says:

well then why are you using substances for recreational use?

KRONIC says:

unless u find a different body part on u one mouring,, then be afraid of truth

raymi am robot. says:

if you are so damn happy why aren't you bettering yourself?

KRONIC says:

no, i dont with all those drugs,, i just bun a dub once a while

raymi am robot. says:

you do have a sense of humor that is something to be happy about



KRONIC says:

lol

KRONIC says:

battering myself

raymi am robot. says:

a dub is that what they call it these days?

KRONIC says:

thats dirty

KRONIC says:

lol

KRONIC says:

ya

KRONIC says:

ure entertaining

KRONIC says:

how old are u?

raymi am robot. says:

that doesnt matter

raymi am robot. says:

where are you from?

KRONIC says:

yaa

KRONIC says:

u gotta tell me

KRONIC says:

i told u

raymi am robot. says:

im not done asking you questions

KRONIC says:

i dont give a shit

raymi am robot. says:

what country do you live in

KRONIC says:

u could be a gay transvestite looking for young cock

KRONIC says:

lol

KRONIC says:

i aint telling shit,, till u tell me ure name... please

raymi am robot. says:

dont flatter yourself i am not interested in your genetalia

KRONIC says:

lol,, it was a joke

raymi am robot. says:

ok i am obviously weirding you out

KRONIC says:

u laugh too much

KRONIC says:

no no

raymi am robot. says:

my name is raymi

KRONIC says:

ure cool

raymi am robot. says:

and i am a girl and i am 21

KRONIC says:

21 ,,, and ure talking to me like ure old and wise

KRONIC says:

u sound sound pretty hot for some reason

KRONIC says:

but u could be a transvestite

KRONIC says:

so we will stay away from that

raymi am robot. says:

i am some nothing entity typing to you and you are attracted to my attention

KRONIC says:

i am

KRONIC says:

its true eh

raymi am robot. says:

and yes i could be a transvestite but that obviously does not matter to you because you are still talking to me



KRONIC says:

i dont care,

KRONIC says:

eh

raymi am robot. says:

so now you are thinking that it is possible

KRONIC says:

i am fuckin boared waiting for toight to come around

KRONIC says:

wat

raymi am robot. says:

all i am trying to say to you is dont do drugs and drink in excess

KRONIC says:

ive been through that shit

KRONIC says:

and thanks tips for the pep talk

raymi am robot. says:

are u being sarcastic

KRONIC says:

nope

raymi am robot. says:

i find sarcasm annoying, only i am allowed to be sarcastic

KRONIC says:

lol, ure one fuckd chick

KRONIC says:

have u found me to be annoying yet?

raymi am robot. says:

fucked chick who you are allowing to fuck with you because you are fucked

KRONIC says:

i am fuckd a bit

KRONIC says:

not col

raymi am robot. says:

you don't seem to have much of a self-esteem, why is that

KRONIC says:

how would i kno

KRONIC says:

u just called me cocky eh

KRONIC says:

thanks,, apreciate it

raymi am robot. says:

when the hell did i say cocky

KRONIC says:

alot of self esteem

KRONIC says:

means cocky

KRONIC says:

nevermind

KRONIC says:

were cool

raymi am robot. says:

no i said you dont seem to have much of a self esteem

KRONIC says:

ohhh, ya, prolly

raymi am robot. says:

we're cool? thank you for reassuring me of that

KRONIC says:

u seem to kno

raymi am robot. says:

ok well at least you are positive and happy and stuff

raymi am robot. says:

i admire that

raymi am robot. says:

i guess that's why i am pushing you around?

KRONIC says:

thats nice of u

KRONIC says:

oh ya,, thats alright



KRONIC says:

pushin the little guy around

raymi am robot. says:

well this is simple because i dont have to feel that bad about it

raymi am robot. says:

do you always let people push you around?

KRONIC says:

um, i dont feel pushed around

KRONIC says:

im pretty much cool with ecveryone,, and ure kinda fuckin scary

raymi am robot. says:

well i am totally taking the piss out of you and you don't even realise it, i am belittling your intelligence, doesnt that anger you?

KRONIC says:

um no,

raymi am robot. says:

oh scary

KRONIC says:

wat the fuck are u??

KRONIC says:

lol

raymi am robot. says:

im sorry i was just messing around

KRONIC says:

yaaa

KRONIC says:

see ure havin fun man

raymi am robot. says:

you contacted me and i went to far with it sorry

raymi am robot. says:

well to behonest i was going to post this all on my website

KRONIC says:

oh ya,, thats all i was to u

KRONIC says:

do it

KRONIC says:

here i';ll do more stupid shit

raymi am robot. says:

so wait then you really are smart then?

KRONIC says:

i fell USEEEEEDDDD

KRONIC says:

like SUM of a pakies asshole

KRONIC says:

SCUMM!

raymi am robot. says:

hey dont get racist

KRONIC says:

i am intelligent yes

KRONIC says:

i aint

raymi am robot. says:

you dont even know who u are talking to



KRONIC says:

ya, raymi

raymi am robot. says:

raymi who

KRONIC says:

21 years old, crazy a bit,, really smart and confusing, scary

KRONIC says:

independent woman

raymi am robot. says:

dont forget alcoholic

KRONIC says:

yep

KRONIC says:

forgot that

KRONIC says:

u gotta website eh

KRONIC says:

porno?

raymi am robot. says:

no i dont have a website actually that was also a lie

raymi am robot. says:

this is actually my brother's msn account

KRONIC says:

ure leiing

KRONIC says:

u suck at that

raymi am robot. says:

and now i have to go kuz he's on his way home

raymi am robot. says:

yeh i am lying

KRONIC says:

u are

raymi am robot. says:

well ill talk to you again oneday

raymi am robot. says:

pfft

KRONIC says:

lol

KRONIC says:

ure mean

raymi am robot. says:

have a fun nite

KRONIC says:

oh ya forsure

raymi am robot. says:

yes i am mean

KRONIC says:

u too

KRONIC says:

ure not mean

raymi am robot. says:

thank you kronic

raymi am robot. says:

i hope u have a diff msn name next time

KRONIC says:

who knos,,,, thanks to u,, i might

i have a retarded amount of self-inflicted bruises from being a big lame with an extra side of lame and i have a pretty nice one one my left forearm and i have no idea how it got there. tonite it is all about having sex with my liver via alcohol because well, because. i am an alcohol abuser user and i know this now and i actually do want to go to aa meetings or other dumb shit eventually. i no longer smoke weed so it's all about booze and vitamins and water and cigarettes and wrestling in the backyward and crying and flipping off inanimate objects.

that's my rollerskating dreamboat.

tim, who is the asshole who you sold my shit to, one being my signed pulp cd. never again will i trust people to watch my apartment for a month even when i pay all the rent for them. and i DO want the fucking money for the boots you admitted, finally, you gave away or something.

anyhow.

ya.

and im also missing an expensive pair of knickers.

this is me before i started dating you. i was skinny, and then we dated, i got fat from weed and from insecurity from this new town and not knowing what is what and you walked all over me and now i am skinny from no weed and no more insecurity, funny how things work out. plus now i am actually happy.

those damn machines are running us, and no one can do anything about it when they blow a fuse

i want to stay with you until the end of my life

everybody pretends theyre having fun - like santa claus on bad acid

general euphoria broke out.  they were all slapping their thighs gasping for breath, practically choking, then bursting out in howls of laughter again.

life was a waking dream.  pretty soon, with the wisdom of hindsight, i'd come to see that's how the devil managed to sell us a few acres of hell

if you're going to hell we can hang out together

are you in with the out-crowd or out with the in-crowd

fuck this circus. eh.

willy wonka the flawed hero

dietotenhosen

a very violent form of procrastination all smiles in your presence but knives and daggers behind your back most of the world's problems could be avoided if people just said what they fucking meant i am a genius too mad to use my intelligence in any constructive way it was like trying to find warmth in a hooker's embrace all i need is a resilient soul to go through hell with me

insanity is a steep slope in which we go down in search of love

the art of being pissed off all the time

sad, tired of it, tired of feeling like i am sad all the time

mountain of footsteps spatterings of babble attitude or not i'm all you've got

haiku
being hungover
tired and dehydrated
sucks on a friday

i got this chapstick that tastes like the back of stickers when you lick them

you are my beautiful day my holiday too we've moved into the 13th floor forever close the door come back to bed the cold is out the warm instead

 

 
Cold needles through her lips but at least every word she spoke had a point or she hoped so slipping on her sunglasses as if to say it was the light that hurt her eyes in the mirror searching for those childhood smiles she drew breath with pink lipstick chin forward an artist pressing lips together mwah was the sound it made only sharper rough morning someone went in her mouth a cigarette only three left stale smoke like old sex like being alone on a train and every night the roar of tunnels each dance the first the last twisting her neck to see the time just a snap and shed be gone sitting on her bed duvet soft as sand around her legs like a beach she thought just bury me here

only in your underwear

she was crying

we are not girlfriends

your wagon is an ocean

bigger than me

sometimes i am a ham

sometimes i am sketchy and weird and annoying and fucking lippy

sometimes you just have to deal

you know man

deal

i bought a planter of these fancy red/whitish/pink impatients and carried them all the way from the shoppe and my arms were tired and i was sweating but i was popularly stunning and i crossed the road to the other side of the street to avoid three hussies and then i heard one say Shhhhut the front door as in shut the fuck up i was like woah thinking hadn't heard that amount of gayness in awhile's time. surely.

lazy kind of cool

Karla also keeps a diary, but her entries are so brief. For example, she showed me a sample entry for the entire trip to California, all she wrote was: Drove down to California. Dan drew a robot on my place mat at lunch in south Oregon and I put it in my purse. That was it. No mention of anything we talked about. I call it Reduced Instruction Set Computation diaries.

ok like what the fuck is an nyc cab with three brown dudes innit doing all the way over here, that's a mighty cab fare i say and perhaps they needed the cab for a movie or something is what we say to one another but then we pull up alongside it after i take a few pix and of course there's three brown guys and they are all looking dead-ahead and will not make eye-contact and they look pretty nervous and i am hanging out the window and pointing at them and shit and they were not liking it so they sped away from us. whatever man don't tell me for one minute that shit isn't suspicious. i think you can see their license plate in one of the pics.

there's just too much paranoia g'wan around and especially kuz of this machete to the side of your neck business. when are they going to cut those guys' heads off? this crazy behaviour is so ridiculous, it's like not totally shocking the way it should be. do they have anger at the entire world? do they want their own planet? ya sure they want to put a gasline through your village but what does cutting off innocent people's heads have to do with anything? you guys are seriously fucked. seriously. do you honestly believe 50 virgins are gonna dig yer shit in the afterworld when you kamikazee yo'self? do you think women dig yer shit period? they have to educate themselves in secret and stay in your stupid house covered in sheets and when your brother hits on her she gets stoned even by her own mother and your children dance in the streets thinking america is shit.

you could be beautiful peoples.